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For Albert

6/23/2015

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Albert in Phlegmatic, photo by Paul Kolnik
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Maria Kowroski with Albert in Red Angels, photo by Paul Kolnik
I can’t believe that I am writing this, but Albert Evans has passed away. I am stunned and heartsick by the news. It makes me ache to think that no more blood courses through that once strong, beautiful body.  Albert was the kind of guy who would pass by a studio, notice a partnering issue, and step in to effortlessly hoist a girl in the air in demonstration.  He was incomparable in roles like Puck in A Midsummer Night’s Dream, Ash, Bugaku, Herman Schmerman, Red Angels, Barber Violin Concerto, Stravinsky Violin Concerto, Agon, Fearful Symmetries, Jazz, Liturgy, Open Strings, the Russian pas de deux in Swan Lake, Symphony in Three Movements, The Waltz Project, and Russian Seasons. He was such an incredible artist, intense and a little mysterious. His noble mien contrasted with his animalistic power.  In my mind, nobody can top his Phlegmatic in The Four Temperaments.  Oftentimes when people perform the difficult attitude front balance in Phlegmatic they look like 
 they are trying hard not to fall over; Albert looked like a calm Buddha contemplating the secrets of the universe. He landed every jump softly like a puma, as many times as I saw him perform that role I never tired of it.

He was also incredibly nice to me and encouraged me from the very beginning of my career. He cast me in one of my first lead roles when I was starting out with the company, in Haiku, and the choreographic process for that ballet was an experience I’ll always cherish. I danced in two more of his ballets in the Choreographic Institute and on gigs, and I loved working with him. It is a shame he did not get more opportunities in that area. His partnering choreography was innovative and challenging and he had a strong voice. He was also such a nurturing presence in the studio. As a ballet master, he had no egotistical hang-ups, he wanted his dancers to look their best and he worked hard to help people grow and improve.  He was as generous as he was talented. 

He was also a total goofball and we all loved having him at the theater. He buoyed morale and could make people crack a smile in their worst moods.  Even at his retirement he made us laugh, tearing off his ballet shoes and throwing them. It is not surprising to me that he would keep his illness mostly a secret—he only ever wanted to radiate light. Albert carried himself like a performer at all times and took great care with his appearance.  He looked immaculately chic in things that would make less beautiful specimens look ridiculous: from his oversize gold Gucci sweatsuit to his bedazzled—he bedazzled everything—Merrill Ashley t-shirt. On tour he would steal all the blankets from the airplane and fashion them into crazy warmups for class. He would “shop” the lost-and-found and people would have to pry their missing belongings off of him in rehearsals. Of course, then he would show up in impeccable Prada suits and look like a model too.  He was such a gorgeous man; I always thought that the way his skin glistened purplish and velveteen under the stage lights was alone worth the price of a ticket.

I am so saddened by Albert’s passing.  It is a huge loss for the company. We already missed him so much as a coach during Midsummer.  I will miss him terribly: as a friend and a colleague and a mentor. What I keep thinking about today, though it hurts, is Concerto Barocco. Albert danced the second movement pas de deux often while I did the corps and it was such a treat to perform it with him. We would share an intimate glance at the midway point of the movement and the ballet, when he would kneel and offer me his hand with shining eyes. It was right before he had his hardest lift passage, and it marked the exact midpoint of the long haul that is Barocco for the corps.  We would wind around holding hands and he would squeeze mine and I would squeeze his back. It was a subtle comfort, a tender gesture of love and support. I will forever regret that I did not get to squeeze his hand at the end. 


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Jennie Somogyi and Albert in the Waltz Project, photo by Paul Kolnik
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Albert's retirement, photo by Paul Kolnik
29 Comments
Peg
6/23/2015 12:50:50 pm

Thank you so much for this beautiful tribute, Faye.

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Olga kostritzky
10/10/2015 07:49:34 am

Thank you , thank you :)

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Lisa Copeland
6/23/2015 07:01:49 pm

Lovely, lovely post Faye. Thank you.

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Connie
6/24/2015 01:21:37 pm

Faye thank you for your beautiful words

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Siobhan Burns
6/24/2015 02:02:46 pm

Faye, so beautiful.

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Philip Gardner
6/27/2015 12:26:19 am

So beautifully and heart-fully expressed.

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Carla Korbes
6/27/2015 06:38:24 am

Faye, this is so beautiful and personal. It describes the beautiful person Albert will always be so perfectly. Thank you for writing.

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Kyle Froman link
6/27/2015 06:48:44 am

This is beautiful, Faye, and brought back many memories. I forgot how he'd shop the lost and found. There must be huge stash of leg warmers in his apartment.

I only saw him a handful of times since I left City Ballet, so I regret I lost touch with him. He was a good man, as evidenced by the outpouring of love for him all over Facebook. It just doesn't make sense. In my head, he's still dancing!

Love you,
Kyle

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jim mattimore
6/27/2015 07:37:54 am

Faye: You are such a loving and god person, and you really made a beautiful tribute to Albert.
What a genial man, what a great dancer.
I am in contact with Jennie, and I'll attend any memorial service for him
. Thanks, JIM

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Janie
6/27/2015 09:40:33 pm

Beautiful Faye, I think it is how we all felt about him. He really made everyone feel so special. As sad as I am, all my memories of him make me smile anyway.

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Susan Walters
6/28/2015 02:23:14 am

Faye , this is so beautiful. Thank you for writing it.

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Gonzalo Garcia
6/28/2015 05:43:02 am

I love this. ️️Thank you.

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Michele Gifford
6/28/2015 07:24:48 am

I had known Albert since SAB summer course days ,since we were 12 ! This past week has been incredibly difficult and completely shocking! This man was my rock thru so many times in my life .most of my memories are funny enough outside of nycb! His life was lived to its fullest with love and light throughout.. Completely selfless!! Thank you for writing this,its always a great reminder of what it means to be human! I love you Albert!

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Darrell
6/28/2015 07:57:07 am

Thank you for sharing this, Faye. Everyone on the crew loved him, too. We've been sharing stories of him backstage this past week. He could make the grumpiest of us laugh in spit of ourselves.

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Faith
6/28/2015 08:57:11 am

Thank you Faye for such a beautiful and heartfelt tribute to our Albert. He was and will always be in our hearts! What a special and kind human being. Love,
Faith

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Liz link
6/28/2015 09:25:04 am

Beautifully written Faye. Thanks for sharing.

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Brenner Brown
6/28/2015 10:04:51 am

Thank you for these beautiful words. They are so comforting to someone who knew him only as an audience member and passing in the halls as a volunteer. He was stunning on and of stage. To know he was leading a happy life and was well loved and appreciated, doing what he loved...that is a gift to him and all of us. Thank you.

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raymond frederick
6/28/2015 10:50:37 am

beautifully written faye! leaving the Koch/state after thirty five years the things I miss the most are the people! and needless to say Albert was one of them! very hard for me to believe that he is gone...

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Tyler
6/28/2015 01:37:23 pm

Thank you for this beautiful tribute to a beautiful man.

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Ursula Verduzco link
6/28/2015 01:38:28 pm

This is such a beautiful, tribute.

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Karla
6/28/2015 03:09:49 pm

This is so beautiful. 💙 Still hard to believe.

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Susan Gluck Pappajohn link
6/28/2015 11:37:37 pm

Dear Faye, Albert was just coming into the company as I was leaving. He always greeted me with open arms and heart. Your tribute to Albert captured his spririt perfectly. Thank you for sharing your beautiful memories of Albert with us. Susie Gluck Pappajohn

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Wilhelmina Frankfurt
6/29/2015 12:01:43 am

Faye, Your words are Stunningly heartfelt and so beautifully written. It is always a deep pain when our NYCB family loses a beloved member.
I only knew him as his audience but that was enough. His dancing filled me with joy.
Thank you and Blessings,
Willie

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Amanda Edge
6/29/2015 08:02:53 am

so eloquently said...xo

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Lindsay Piper
6/29/2015 09:05:01 am

Beautifully written Faye.

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Susan Londoner
6/29/2015 05:29:45 pm

Lovely! I'm sure he feels every word.

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Dena Abergel
6/30/2015 09:06:39 pm

Thank you Faye for your truly beautiful expressions of your own experiences with Albert that help us all remember our special moments with him. How amazing that one person could touch literally every single person he met with love and light and incredible generosity of spirit. When I think about it, I don't know anyone else in the world who has/had that capacity to make every person he met feel so special. His knowing, understanding smile, the glimmer in his eye, the remark he catered only to you, recalling an experience he had with you at one point in time, the way he said your name--as though calling out all your best qualities...The experience of losing him and mourning for him reminds me of that unique quality to strive for. It was wonderful to share thoughts of him with friends last night. Much love to all who loved him.

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Alice
10/13/2015 08:24:31 am

Faye, You captured his wonderful spirit and essence perfectly. Such a special talent and human being. Greatly missed...

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Rose Crawford link
12/25/2020 05:47:28 am

Your the bestt

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